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Have you ever wonder if wad we're living for in this world isnt wad it seems? sometimes, i myself do feel tat there's an other world out there..yeah..hiding within n beyond the stars we glaze at so passionately...maybe they are hiding from us...or rather, we hvnt reach the age of spacing travelling...somehow i do hope tat i'll be able to live long enuff to see n meet others like me or us in an alien form....well, it's simply just an utter fascination i hv since i was a lil' brat...

false dreams n big hopes huh....i just feel dere's more to this life i live...feels boring..or maybe i'm the one who's boring...hah..nothing special, life's just repeating the daily cycle...i wanna be someone super...some1...whom i can be a role model to...i dunno...

everyday i wake from my slumber...i feel n realised tat..i still want to know the defination of my life....maybe i think too much..but sometimes....i feel tat dere's more we can understand abt the reason behind our indiviual existance...maybe it's becos i'm still stuck at trying to figure out why am i born n wad am i suppose to do within the short life i am given....i may die tmr...next week...who know's? if i did, wanna know how my life would've made a difference to the world n those who knew me...would it be better or worse if i hadnt been born? only God knows the answer...

everytime i embrace a new day...i feel different...well, it's hard to explain...its frustrating...sometimes i feel helpless cos i seem to feel tat i know something, oddly, n at the very same moment...i cant seem to find an answer...feelin' like i'm stopped before the answer hits ur face...

i just simply wanna know wad am i to the world, family , friends n strangers...wad's installed for me....i know i'm born for a unique n special reason....a purpose which is one of a kind...but wad is it?