Forever Young

Today, oh world...

like the other days, nothing's changed...however today there were some exceptions..i'd always prefer to go with, .........the bad ones so that.......when the good ones come to my ears...they will not be stained n ruined by the bad ones....rather, i can embrace the good news with a relieved heart tat the bad moments are long gone............n the good moments tat hv finally arrivaled to greet my soul.....

for the bad.....well, it has nothing to do with me at all........unrelated....as u might wish to call it.......as i left the train at boonlay on my way home after a long and tired day......i was surrounded by crowds at the control station...i kinda noticed that the place............was more packed n ppl were not moving forward anymore.........tat was wad i noticed at the corner of my eyes......curious....i removed my earphones, stopped my mp3 n switch off the game i was playing on my phone..........so i looked up........heard someone shouting n yelling....in hokkien...i couldnt understand a single word tat was muttered......it was den i saw a tall, plum malay gentlemen with blood dripping at the side of his mouth......he left the stationed tapping his card......n other man followed hastily...yelling more hokkien..this time i understood wad he said, "mai zhao" which means , "stay there"....i guessed tat he was the dude picking a fight, n how rite i was.....well, to summurize the ending....many typical singaporean stood dere enjoying the good show putted up by the two gentlemen....i nvr got the know how the fight broke out...but it ended as the staffs at the station tried to calm the chinese guy down......initially i wanted to check on the dude that's bleeding...minor wound i'd say...but he disappeared into the crowds....or the toilet nearby....trouble-makers....behaving like hooligans...when their emotions flare, they lose their minds...tat sums up wad i just saw....

now lets forget the prev incident, n remember days where u wished they'd last forever....today before my church service started....i visited the children's carnival at expo...it was a very lively n was certainly packed with screams of joy n roars of laughter of the little ones...childrens......the little angels in life tat gives us some answers which adults cannot grasp...hmmm....i wish i could stay forever young..........so that i can continue to have a humble, gentle, innocent, pure n mind tat sees n knows no evil deeds n desires........lies, corruption n jealousy...useless n harmful emotions....

anyway, i was taken to a station called 'beauty land' ......where i had my hair done n styled with color hair sprays n glitters.....hahaha, it was a fun experience...tot i'd only get the do that in my younger days....no doubt my new n improved hairdo got me in the center of attention.....not all looked closely at my hair....green, brown n gold streaks....with an arrogent looking mohawk hair... ^^ after that service started...today was a wonderful worship, most of my fav songs were played....the sermon was moving...abt facing rejecting in life n how we ought to overcome it.......i used to be in those situations where i was alone........even til now....i still fear of being alone...feels dead n lifeless where dere's no1 around...(ur frens).....today i actually felt like the old days when Jesus n I felt each other.....it was beautiful n peaceful...like everything around me didnt matter.....yes...thats the feeling...just you God, n me....with the voices of angels singing.....

we celebrated a fren's bdae...cant remember her name though....my new sister, my new member of the cell....the cake was sweet n yummy...i would love to hv more of it...simply fabulous....oh..n we went into the children's carnival again....played soccer....where the players which strapped to a belt n string.....imagine those kinda soccer machine at the arcades, yes , u might be get the picture.....and yep...i was the player.....interesting isnt it? my teams scored the most....it was fun though...it wasnt abt the scores....it was the joy n thrilled of being able to behave like a child again....i love that moment...felt like life had stopped ticking...i wanna play with not a care in the world.....ahh....how sweet....we had a last go at the kids slide where we sat together at the top before rolling down together.....hahaha .....that was totally hilarious...i cannot explain the joy n wonder i felt this afternoon....but i can tell you.......i nvr wanna grow up again....n my sister in christ just sent me a video of our soccer match.....it'll be a beautiful memory added at my life...so when i die...i hope i can review that momet i've shared with these great frens of mine.....everyday could be our last....i lived today like its my last n i nvr regreted a thing.....

thank you Lord, frens n others...

cheers...gotta get back to work again....